I believe the word 'studying' was derived from the words 'students dying'.

Someone then said, "How about Studied?

Read this off Nicole's blog which i found it really funny! HAHAHA! Guess many of us would agree to it especially when we're nearing the battlefield with the big A monster!

I seriously need a place like this to study.

Oh and my next favorite study spot would be the national library again because there's gonna be a new KOI outlet just opposite NLB!! Can you feel the happiness in my heart, Koi and studying goes perfectly together! HAHA! And i pray that they'll transfer Wilber's clone from the Chinatown outlet to the one at bugis and i promise I'll patronize them as often as i can! In case some of you are wondering who's wilber's clone, according to my colleagues,there's this guy from the chinatown outlet who looks 99% like my Wilber! GOSH!! HAHAHA!

“Many voices ask for our attention. There is a voice that says, “Prove that you are a good person.” Another voice says, “You’d better be ashamed of yourself.” There also is a voice that says, “Nobody really cares about you,” and one that says, “Be sure to become successful, popular, and powerful.” But underneath all these often very noisy voices is a still, small voice that says, “You are my Beloved, my favor rests on you.” That’s the voice we need most of all to hear. To hear that voice, however, requires special effort; it requires solitude, silence, and a strong determination to listen.

— Henri Nouwen

That’s what prayer is. It is listening to the voice that calls us “my Beloved.”

And that's the very reason why i enjoy praying and coming into the presence of God each day, to encounter Him and experiencing Him for myself daily. His assurance is indeed all that i need to keep me going on in this crazy world.

Chloe: Grandpa, am I pretty?

Grandpa: You're the most beautiful girl in the world!

What to say, scenes like this just make me tear uncontrollably! Power of affirmation!(:

PS: Thank you Lord for even when all things fail, You're still there. When I don't see your hands moving, I'll trust in your heart.

I've wouldn't have known, wouldn't have such foresight and the truth is, I didn't made it. And if for this I've to stand your despise, sorry I'm moving on without you. Tired of you doing the insensitive things again and again. Tired of you trying to pull me down and reduce me to nothing with your words. Tired of you trying to have full control of me yet do not show a single bit of concern. Tired of you putting on a plastic face before others. Tired of me trying to sound convincing enough, that I'm fine when I'm actually not.Tired of trying to seek your approvals and recognitions. Tired of having to put on a front. Tired trying to push past the pain.

I'm tired really, can't you see it?

The fact is, I'm living for myself and His purpose, not for you alone. Get this clear.

To think that all these are just the beginning saddens me totally.

Can I still be beautiful? Tenacity; strength to move on.

Though I may be walking on this lonely path, I won’t have to keep turning back. Because there You will be - You have my back.

These kairos moments are indeed the moments that I'll hold dear to my heart forever. The assurance and love that i felt so strong when pastor laid his hands on me, the revelation of the Tabernacle i caught during the week of morning pm, indeed He has been so faithful and real to me!

This year has been exceptionally tough. Many issues that i thought it has long been forgotten re-surfaced and not to say the 9246437958408 battles i had with myself. I'm always failing,but He has always been faithful. The battles i face everyday, those that i would never bear to disclose to anyone, yet He understands every bit of it and will never fail to comfort me. So in spite of all the humiliation and insensitivity, I hold on to His love alone. There You are, always. The whole world can fail me, my family, my friends; all but You.

The next 6 months would be life transforming i believe. I'll never be the same again for sure. Takes a lot of trust and obedience but i know at the end of the day, it would be all worthwhile!

" Dear Lord, I am always Yours. Thank you for everything, without you, i would be reduced to nothing.I love you."

In less that 20 hours time I'll be taking my very last paper which i definitely cannot afford to screw it up. (10 more chaps to complete!)


On a lighter note, in another 21 hours time, I'll be tasting

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FREEDOM!
(*pulls hair and does a flip!*)

Instead of studying for my bio during the long break, I was busy creating my resume, looking for jobs online, sending out applications blah blah and finally one replied and I'm going for the interview tml! This is surely a mixed feelings of excitement versus stress! I'm scared, I don't have the right outfit, the right make-up, and even the documents that they requested I don't have them complete! How, my first interview and I'm screwing it up?

"Dear Lord, please be with me before and during the interview, I really want the job so that i won't be rotting at home and this will be an opportunity for me to shine for you in the marketplace. Amen."

Details of job will be up once i get the job,wuahahaha!

Job interview/dinner with Kristy and tracy/Karaoke with AHS girls/Blood donation drive/forest and canopy walk/picnic at Henderson's wave/Tropical Christmas at ECP

I'm sooo excited!(:

“ It is hard to fill a bucket with a hole in it. And when you get a hole in your soul, nobody can love you enough to fill it and that is why you need to stop and be healed. You cannot trust your perception, you cannot trust your judgment, you cannot trust your attitude. You’ve got a hole in your bucket, do you realize it? "

— T.D. Jakes

Are you realizing it Yingiet?
Total abandonment.

Keep on keeping on!
If He is for us, who can be against us?

The likelihood of your lifelong dream coming true corresponds to the strength of your faith.
Hanging on, cleaving to your heart.

I thought I’d forgotten it all, all of the times I’ve tried so hard to push all the hurt and pain into the room of my heart and now it's back, haunting me once again.

A little upset, A little weary, A lot of insecurity.

I'm feeling fat and I'm hating my fat legs!

#1: Steamboat gathering with sportsclass girls

#2: Mahattan fish market with TT girls
#3: Steamboat buffet with oh ma and Bro
#4: Coming up Jap buffet on 3rd Dec

I love the company, I love the food, But i ultra hate the consequences that comes after!

Awesome peeps! (:

Mom said something along these lines: " The best friends you'll ever get will be those from secondary school, you're going to remain with them for the longest time ever!"

So true indeed, and I'm just feel so blessed to have all of you in my life, you guys make my life soooo colourful!

I love (the 7 of ) you soo much! Just the thought of the card you guys made gave me instant happiness really, HAHA!

Thanks a million for the pre-birthday celebration, it was soo enjoyable though we didn't get to eat the beef hor fan in the end!

Zhiying says it's at Lorong 7, gosh! Thank God for the rain which stopped us from walking from Lorong 39 to 7, if not I'll skinny legs will sure break! WUAHAHAHA!

Pictures will be up soon once i got it from zhiying and kristy((:

From the bottom of my heart:

You were happy once; you were sunshine and smiles and a brightness that radiated. You may be cloudy now, you may not want to sing. You may just want to fold inside of yourself, on the oldest couch you can find, by the biggest window, and watch it rain.

You used to find that little things made you happy; now you can’t even find the big things. Somehow, along the way, you lost yourself.

One foot in front of the other, sweetheart, and you will find your way back.

- Unknown

Song of Solomon on Friday was simply mind-blowing. Talking about initial love, it really set my heart in deep thoughts and i was just blown away by the outcome of it all.

It hasn't been very easy for me over the years, a lot of emotional traumas and i just got to agree that I'm really bad at handling all these. And i kept questioning and doubting and many times i freak out and even brokedown, but right now I can feel really strongly this progressive healing process that is taking place and I'm glad the dark clouds are slowly fading away.I love my abba father!(:

Glad to have leaders like meiyan and chan around as well!

And it's really through all these trials when you felt so alone and no one else but only Him, that you realise you need Him so much more than ever.

Isa 54:7-8. To know that He's actually there all these while it really encourages me a lot.

And truly, you're my apple tree. Everything else would be so insignificant as compared to my love for you. Lord,draw me away and give me the strength to continue this battle.

What to say, life is tough but God is good. ((:

(PS: I'm super duper excited for the remaining of SOS, 4 more parts to go! )

Election was over last Wednesday and that means no more official Ping pong! Election results will be out in July, keep you'll in suspense! WUAHAHAHAH!

You guys are really the best people a captain can ever hope for, i really missed the times when we're together! Let the pictures do the talking!

Team 09! I really think my fringe is the most ugly ever, though now it's not much better lah, HAHAHA.

Jump shots at PLMGS! Shu Hui and Yuyang looks like they're doing jumping jacks, seriously so cute man! And I'm always one of the highest jumpers (sometimes ah zhi and kristy) , got skill one kay! That's why i can jump 2.03 m for standing broad jump! High jump, standing broad jump? Same? WUAHAHAHA!


Team dinner at Eighteens' Chef! Jia jia joined us too! (ps: i still owe you your jersey!)


Meet up 2 months after the seasons and good news, my fringe finally grew! heex! And 1st row peeps, where are you'll looking at lah?!


Sarang Haeyo! All of them loves me to the max man!(:

Really excited for the farewell and handover! And coach still owes me and kristy our steamboat buffet! ^^V